Insanity

Sorry my servants I don't think I'll be talking to you, I'll just be monologuing today.

I swear there is something wrong with me. I joke that I am sovereign over all things but I think I'm starting to believe it. Maybe I'm losing touch with everything, I mean I don't really talk to anyone anymore. Sure I call and talk to Matthew almost everyday but I don't really talk to any of my old friends.

I think Elizabeth has been trying to talk to me for the past few days so I'll call her when she gets on skype. I miss all of my old friends, everyone for Pagan Planet, we where all so close and now nothing. I mean I thought we where close, maybe I should try and get into contact with them. I love how I say I want to contact them but I have most of them on facebook and we never talk, hell I don't really talk to anyone on there just James and occasionally someone who PMs me.

I got into an argument with my Mother a few weeks ago and I think she may be right; She said that if I keep this personality up I'm gonna have no one. This I don't give a damn, silence mortal, don't give a flying fuck personality. I think she may be right, I mean I used to pride my self on the fact that I didn't care what people thought and that I wouldn't take any of their shit. If I keep this up I won't have anyone , people used to love this personality and now I think it's just wearing thin. I always said that people either loved me or they hated me.

I'm twisted and bent in all of these directions and I don't know what to do. Gods if I sit and listen to the voices I'm told many things; Sin louder, oh so louder. Off with their head. And last but not least, Shut the fuck up and go back to sleep. Gods I swear I have multiple personalities who all know about each other. It's like I am a car and I have three drivers, so I'm gonna define them.

Sin louder, Now that would be Seth Syn Samael. Seth is all about his middle name, sinning. He probably formed from my repressed sex drive, if there is a guy in the room I am forced to rate him because of Seth. His sin would be lust.

Off with their heads, now that would be The Queen. Now some would say that She overlaps with Shut-the-fuck-up but she doesn't. She is more eloquent and even headed, She is a courtier. The Queen Act much like Shut-the-fuck-up when it comes to people, You listen to her if you want to keep your head. Her sin is pride.

Shut-the-fuck-up, that would be Daniel. I don't even think I have to define him, basically his is Wrath given physical form.

Maybe I should weigh out all three personalities and assimilate the better parts of each onto one personality, hmm. My loyal readers comment and tell me what you think, I could use some help on this.

The next post I'll talk about my new years resolution. Well I think the three of us shall be off.

Goodbye my subjects,

The Queen.

Goodbye Sinners,

Seth.

Bye Fucker,

Daniel.

Happy (late) OH MY FUCKING GOD THE LIGHT IS BACK DAY!

Hello my Children,

So my life has been as busy as hell on a sunday! Christmas was well, tradition dictated that there would be a fight and we didn't disappoint. My Uncles' Girlfriend and my Grandfather got into an argument; about what I couldn't tell you because I wasn't in there. We where having ham for dinner, I hate ham it tastes so disgusting so I didn't eat right away. After my Uncles girlfriend, Carla, ran into my room and talked to me for a bit I went out and ate some green-bean casserole.

I got clothes mostly but I got two things that I love, I got a heated blanket which was a godsend. In my room it is usually as cold as ice, the heat doesn't crawl up into my room from the vents, my room is above the garage, and when the wind howls like deamons in the night the cold cuts through my windows and rattles about my room.

I all so got a Kindle 3, it is seriously awesome! I love it, it is my baby. I've already read five or so books on it and I keep ordering more. Within a week of having it, it broke! I believe I slipped on some ice and the rest is as they say, history. We went and talked to Amazon and they sent a replacement over night.

Well there isn't much more that happened on Christmas.

Well Goodbye my children,

Her Imperial and Royal Majesty, By the Grace of God, The Defender of the Old Faith, Original Sin, The Queen of Harlots, Roses, Chaos, Heaven, Night, Empress of India, The Tsar of Hell, Ruler of the Underworld,The Whore of Babylon, Heaven, and Hell, Pope of Discord, The Saint of Sinners, The Beast, Lucifer, The Morning Star, The Anti-Christ, Prophetess of the Old Religion, Priestess of the Greek Gods, Hecates’ Handmaiden, Sovereign over all, Daniel Ambrosius Devereux.

An Injured Crane from Lion Lands

Hello Honor-less-scum,

Okay so I started this post on the ninth while Sydney was living here so if I sound bitchy get over it .So I've been busy, well too busy to let you idiots know anything about my life.

I just got a bit of time to relay to you simpletons what I've been up to. I've also not been in a writing mood and any time I am Matthew calls on Skype, oh you don't know what skype is? Go look it the fuck up!

Okay so a lot has happened since my last real post.

The game day on the 18^th of December was good, it's been so long since then that I can't recall all that much. Maybe my Mantis friend could help out in the comments.

I played Rokugan both slots. First slot basically confirmed Doji-sans' opinion of Lion lands and how uncivilized they are. He nearly died, Bloody peasants with weapons! He was pleasantly surprised when the peasants bowed before him. I believe nine peasants died that day, one peasant claimed to be the Daimyo's Wife, the Lion Bushi hanged her.

Later when we returned to the much more civilized Crane lands, Doji-san was quite thankful for the bath and civilized medicine. When we returned we spoke to the Emerald Champion, well at least I think he was the Emerald Champion. He asked each of us for our opinion of what should happen to the village. I believe that the Lion and Crab said that all of the peasants should be murdered and new stock brought in.

I don't remember what the Mantis said but I believe he called for a new lord to be instated. Doji-san was asked last; Everyone knew my own personal answer – Kill them all and burn the village to ash.

So it went something like this -

Champion – So, Eloquent One, What is your answer.

Doji – I am quite honored to for you to ask me of my humble opinion. I believe that all who have apposed us have been thoroughly dealt with and that every peasant shouldn't suffer for the foolish choices of a few men.

Doji-san is tender-hearted and he couldn't let so many many innocent bystanders die, it is so not honorable.

Sadly I don't remember much of second slot. I only remember that Doji-san wasn't well equip for this mod, it was very physical.

Her Imperial and Royal Majesty, By the Grace of God, The Defender of the Old Faith, Original Sin, The Queen of Harlots, Roses, Chaos, Heaven, Night, Empress of India, The Tsar of Hell, Ruler of the Underworld,The Whore of Babylon, Heaven, and Hell, Pope of Discord, The Saint of Sinners, The Beast, Lucifer, The Morning Star, The Anti-Christ, Prophetess of the Old Religion, Priestess of the Greek Gods, Hecates’ Handmaiden, Sovereign over all, Daniel Ambrosius Devereux.